I will never forget when my coach Robin Walters told me to go look in the mirror and I said “No, I don’t want to.” She asked me why and I said because I don’t want to and I can’t look in the mirror. I don’t like her right now. She told me to go look anyways and face the pain no matter how hard it is! It was the first time I had ever told a coach I didn’t want to do something and I was adamant.
That was a year ago when I was going through some major shit in my own life. Anything that could go wrong did. I was manifesting anything bad that I could, not that I wanted to, but when I looked back at everything that happened, I had thoughts about it before it happened. I was dealing with my divorce and that relationship was getting worst not better. I had a minor car accident, made some stupid business decisions that cost me $3000 and a potential $50K loss minimum, moved into a new house and doubled my expenses, a childhood friend committed suicide and that’s the short list of what I was dealing with.
It just felt like anything bad I thought about would happen, but then I started realizing that if I could manifest bad stuff, obviously I could manifest good stuff too. Right? Lots of people manifest good stuff so obviously I could too even though I was going through all this major shit at one time.
I hired my coach and with her coaching she helped me to shift my thoughts so I would think about good stuff I wanted to have happen to me. I started keeping track of good stuff that was starting to happen, like getting speaker bookings and even little things like manifesting a journal or a friend to call and visit me. Sure enough more great stuff started happening than bad stuff and then I realized that I was a great manifester. I had faith again that my life wasn’t going to be in the pits forever, it was just a temporary blip and then I’d be back on track.
One day when I was traveling from Texas back to my home in Alberta Canada, I had a layover in the Denver airport. As I got off the plane, I thought to myself, I wonder who I will run into in the airport today and then I heard my little voice say, “No way, you won’t…” but then I stopped myself from thinking that because I have run into people I know in the airport before. It’s not unusual for that to happen to me.
I went and sat down in the restaurant and not even 10 minutes later, my brother walked into the restaurant and said “Hey sister what are you doing here?” Neither one of us had any clue that we were traveling at the same time and that there was even the slightest chance of us being in the same airport at the same time. I just laughed at myself because of what I said 10 minutes earlier and sure enough it happened.
On that same trip, I was in my hotel and I realized I forgot my toothbrush, hairbrush and a journal. So I said to myself, how am I going to get those items tonight? I want to somehow get a journal and I want to get it tonight and for free. Later that evening I went to the opening ceremonies and I sat at the table with another lady and a friend of hers gave her a journal. It was a beautiful journal and I said to her “Wow, I love that journal.” She then said to me, “Do you want one? I bought six like this last night, I’ll give you one.”
Then after that she drove me to the store to buy a hair brush and tooth brush. So I manifested all three items in one night and I got the journal for free. I loved when that happened because it confirmed with me that yes, I truly could manifest good things into my life too. So can you!
Everyone can manifest whatever they want, you just have to ask for it. Just ask yourself “How can I…” Don’t ask the question “how” and expect the answer right away. You just need to ask it so that your heart and soul can start searching for the answer.
What are you doing in your life? How are you manifesting things into your life?